My personal motivation to you
This post is more about me personally and what I learned this past week on my senior trip then a motivational post, but I will still include some encouragement. (By the way, this is my class and I'm the one with the bag on my face.)
The past week I had two guest bloggers on my blog because I went away on my senior trip. It was exciting when it was finally here mostly because it means the end of my high school career is just around the corner. I have gone to a Christian school all my life, and I am very thankful for the influence it has had upon me. Yes, it has had its ups and downs (there are A LOT of rules that I think are dumb, but that's okay because I still love my school), but I thank God for the provision of money for my parents to send me to a school that is founded on His truth.
Going to a Christian school means a Christian senior trip. At first I wasn't so thrilled about this idea, but it ended up being one of the best trips I have ever gone on. It started off with a sleepy twelve hour car ride to Ohio. I only have ten classmates (I know, small senior class), and we divided up between two vans. My van was either sleeping or laughing the whole time. This trip really unified us; I found things out about my friends I never knew. Relationships really grew. I will forever be thankful for the friendships that were brought to life on this adventure.
I think most of my class would agree that the Beast is a fantastic roller coaster! I think it is the longest wooden coaster in the United States. There are no loops, but this thing was fast, took many wild turns, and was very rickety. There are parts that you just feel as if the carts will fly right off the track... -but hey! The sketchier the better.
Sunday we went to a church by the name Williamstown Baptist Church. The speaker, Pastor Leap, preached on assurance of salvation and if one is truly saved. I love messages like this. I cannot stress it enough when salvation comes up in a conversation that salvation is not a checklist, magic words, or dos and don'ts. Salvation is the giving away of your life because He did the same for us. It's repenting and believing. It's dying to sin and being raised to life in Christ. I just love salvation messages. Even though I am saved, it's always encouraging and fills my heart with joy with how much He has done for us.
The last floor was my favorite because it pointed everything to Christ. The different pictures and texts on the walls talked about how an all loving God could send a worldwide flood and it all pointed to Christ. The ark was so interesting and made me realize how uncomprehendingly big God is. It was a great experience and super fun; I would recommend the Ark Encounter to anyone and everyone.
To wrap up the trip, my class and I went to the Wilds Christian Camp. I don't have any pictures of the Wilds because phones are taken away for this part of the trip (I know it sounds rough, but it wasn't that bad). We stayed for four nights at the camp where other Christians schools also attended that week. There were (I think) 26 schools total that attended senior week and about 240 seniors. This part of the trip was an adventure alone. We went rafting, played games like life-size Foosball, went on a zip line that was over a ravine-like river, hiked down a mountain to see a 120 foot waterfall (the hike back was the hard part), went on a 65 foot swing, made new friends with other students, and the list goes on of exciting thrills the Wilds had to offer. I can't begin to explain how amazing this trip truly was!
At the beginning of some days and end of every day, we got together in the "Moose Room" and listened to preaching of God's word. Matt Herbster was the one who usually spoke; his messages were very impacting.
They were all good, but one message was really impacting in my own life. The message was based on Romans 12:1-2 and Psalm 16:11. Matt Herbster spoke about being fully committed to God and not holding anything back. I've heard messages like this before, but Matt made it very real to me. The message really came alive and convicted my heart in upcoming decisions I will be making like college, marriage, and moving out. I feel like I have recently been making those decisions on my own; I have been praying for God to allow me to do things my way instead of praying for His will and guidance. I didn't even ask God what He wants me to do.
This first brought fear into my mind; I wondered what my future holds. Am I truly willing to do ANYTHING for God? What if God calls me into missions or to not get married? Am I willing? What if God calls me to live somewhere I don't want to, or He provides me with a job I don't like? Am I willing?
Questions and worries filled my head. I felt like I was driving a car in complete fog. I wish God would make my future at least a little clear. I realized through all these thoughts and worries that I was starting to lose faith. Yes, I am still afraid of what the future holds, but I know my God is in control. I should not lose my faith in Him. He's been with me before; He will be with me now.
The other thing that stuck out to me was when he spoke about being ready for God to answer. I may be all in for God, but without my daily devotions and keeping my relationship with God as my priority, I cannot expect Him to lead. I have to let Him speak to hear what He wants to tell me. He is my guide and I need to be willing and ready to listen if I truly want to live for Him.
Overall, this trip was probably one of the best trips of my entire life. I hope that the spiritual influence that God brought into my life serves as a reminder as I finish high-school and move on in life. I don't know what is in my future yet, but I know God has a plan.
Hi, I am Michael Jaymes. I am only 18, but I've decided to start to write. I feel a burden on my heart that I have much to say, so why not share it? I want to be heard and I want to touch the lives of others. What is a better way than through the internet? I have made my life motto, "I just want to be a blessing." It's time for me to live it out.